I am up at the crack of dawn again and I don't even go to work until noon. The house is quiet and dark and I am wide awake while random thoughts rush through my mind. I often just sit and think of everyone that I miss so much in Kingsport, especially my Mother. I had a chance to visit her and my family this week and I am really homesick right now. I always want to go to that "safe "place when things get a little rough and I wonder, sitting here in the quiet that I seem to enjoy too much lately, if my Mom is lonely and if she knows how much that she means to me. I don't have children of my own but I do have a sixteen year old "daughter" in my life that I care deeply for and worry about constantly. I guess this qualifies as a Mommy job. I just don't get how some females can have children and be so selfish and non loving.

I Love You Mom and I miss you.